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Daryl Dixon ([personal profile] unsleeved) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2013-07-22 05:24 pm

012] the blind truth [closed]


Who: Daryl & Martha
Where: In and around the diner area
When: Early Monday?
Rating: R for Daryl's mouth and possible mentions of gore?  Also probably aliens. 
Summary: It's truthin' time.
The Story:

Honestly, Daryl should know better. Her things have vanished from her room, no one he knows has spoken to her since they'd been back from the Mirrorside (or at all during their forced vacation over there, for that matter), and perhaps most telling of all, it's the full moon and she hasn't contacted him about it.; the only explanation he can come up with is that Ruby's left, gone back home or wherever it is people go when they disappear from the Mansion. He isn't stupid, he's worked that much out, at least.

And yet here he is, making his way over to the diner anyway. Just to be sure.

Poking his head in just confirms what he'd been expecting, much to his (surprising) distress; she ain't there. And she's not ever gonna be, not anymore. It's an unpleasant conclusion, and one that has the unfortunate effect of stirring up some emotions that he's sadly all too familiar with: he's no stranger to loss, of course... But he hadn't really expected it here, and so the whole situation also has the effect of making him feel like he's been punched in the gut. Stupid- he's paying the price for letting his guard down, he knows that.

His features are schooled into something that's carefully neutral as he pushes the door open to leave, but there's a stiffness to the way he's carrying himself that's hard to miss; he's never been very good at disguising how he's feeling.

Not that it matters.  Really, his only consolation here is that there's no one around to call him out on it...
selfrespecting: (concerned)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-23 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
At least the Queen of Hearts had kept her word when it came to this one thing. The week came to an end, and on Monday morning Martha woke up in her own room. Not that it was really home, but it was as close to it as she had here in Wonderland, and it was a welcome change after the odd experience that had been the mirrorside. Between that strange room on the fifth floor, which gave her this sinking feeling whenever she thought about it, and those caves underneath the mansion and what they held, Martha didn't have much desire to go back there any time soon.

She had finally seen it for herself, though, and she was glad for that. She only wished it had offered her more information... but really, it was just another dead end.

She gets dressed slowly, and it's only while peering at her mobile that Martha realizes it's the full moon. It reminds her that she hasn't seen any sign of Ruby since the chess game, and while that's not necessarily out of the ordinary, she thinks it might be best to check on her. Ruby has the cloak now and seems to have everything under control, but she still might appreciate someone checking on her.

Besides, Martha would like to spend some time in the diner again after being without it for a week. But as she opens the door to step inside, there's another body in the doorway, which causes her to tense and step backward, barely holding back a gasp.

It's Daryl. "Oh, hello. Morning. I... guess we've made it back." It's a pointless thing to say, but it's the first thing to come to mind. She's a bit shocked, seeing how she's never actually seen Daryl around the diner before.
selfrespecting: (trying to understand)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-23 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Martha, meanwhile, has no idea that there's something out of the ordinary. The news itself takes her by surprise, and she feels her heart sink in her chest as she glances around the diner over Daryl's shoulder. It's empty, which shouldn't be such a surprise since it's still early and the others might be in bed, but with the knowledge that Ruby's left for good, it feels much more lonely in here.

"You're sure?" she asks, even though she gets the feeling that Daryl wouldn't have told her unless he'd checked and double-checked. "She's not... hiding out in the woods, maybe?"

While people Martha knows have left this place, most of the time they end up coming back a week later. Maybe that will happen with Ruby as well, though with the way that Daryl spoke those words, it sounds a bit more absolute than she would like. She has to remind her that as upsetting as it might be to her, it's actually a good thing for Ruby to go home.

As for the effects of the event, Martha hasn't even noticed. As far as she's concerned, it's common sense to mention the disappearance of a mutual friend, even for someone like Daryl.
selfrespecting: (resolved)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-24 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
The redness in Daryl's face is the only thing that tips Martha off about something being wrong. He just doesn't seem to be the type for that. He's acting a bit strange, but she doesn't know him well enough to pinpoint it beyond that.

He's right, though. With the state Ruby's leg is in, there would be no way, not unless she'd gotten some healing to fix it up. Daryl seems to know those woods like the back of his hand, so if he didn't spot her there or in the mansion itself, then he may be right.

"It's always hard, losing a friend, but we should just remind ourselves that she's probably better off." Martha might not have quite meant to say all that, but it's nothing more than the truth of the matter, so she doesn't think much of it.

When Daryl asks after her, though, that's when she truly finds herself saying words she never intended to. "It was brutal. I'm fine physically, but it did take its toll. Not so much what happened to me, but seeing that sort of cruelty used against my friends, up close and personal..." She cuts herself off, frowning in confusion because she had not meant for that. "Sorry."
selfrespecting: (cautious)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-25 05:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Dying is extremely different from going home, and so Martha doesn't quite accept that comparison. She can understand that Daryl's upset to have lost Ruby, though -- that's clear now, and so she isn't going to hold his words against him. He's probably not in the best state of mind right now.

It's not as if it's easy for her to accept that Ruby's gone, but the sooner she comes to terms with it, the better. She wonders if Emma and the others know...

Daryl moves on, and so Martha does as well. Though the chess match is even more difficult for her to talk about, and she ends up wringing her hands unconsciously while Daryl speaks. "I feel the same way. I keep being told that if she hadn't agreed to that chess game, it would have been even worse, but I don't know if that's necessarily true. I spoke to her directly about it, but it wasn't exactly helpful."

She blinks at him and tilts her head when he mentions that something's wrong. It seems to have come out of nowhere from her perspective, but Daryl looks serious about it, so she moves past him into the diner and takes a seat, eyeing him carefully. "Is there?"
selfrespecting: (exploring)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-26 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
So Daryl spoke with the Red Queen too? Martha suspects plenty of people did, and since no one made any announcements on the network with some useful information, that likely means that the Queen was just as maddening with her responses no matter who she spoke to. It's frustrating, but at least Martha knows it's not a fault of hers for not asking the right questions.

She isn't prepared for what Daryl has to say. Talking too much? Over-sharing? Martha doesn't feel that different from normal, but it does seem like Daryl's been a bit more chatty than usual. She'd thought it was because of Ruby's disappearance, but apparently not.

"If you don't want to be here, then let's not be," she says near instantly, standing from the seat almost as soon as she fell down into it. "I should have thought about that. You two were close. Why would you want to be here?"

Right, maybe she shouldn't have said quite that much. Martha shakes her head and starts for the door.
selfrespecting: (watching)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-29 03:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Martha doesn't mind leaving, and the fact that Daryl seems less tense when they make it out into the hall proves that it was worth it to get him out of there. Which means now all they can do is wander aimlessly, but that's fine, isn't it?

She considers his question. She feels a bit strange, maybe, but she wouldn't have noticed unless Daryl had said something. She shrugs at him and shoves her hands into her jean pockets before she realizes...

"Well, we could test it. Ask me something... I don't know, personal." She may be inviting some embarrassment on herself by doing this, but seeing how Daryl's apparently already been going through that, it only seems fair.

They need to figure out if this is something happening to everyone or if someone's decided to target Daryl specifically.
selfrespecting: doctor (leaving the tardis)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-30 03:01 am (UTC)(link)
That's a simple question. Martha would have thought Daryl would ask something a bit more private about her, since this might not prove that she's suffering from the same thing that he is.

Still, the words start to spill out of her mouth before she's even thought about it, and that's strange. She places her hands into her jacket pockets as she walks and talks.

"Where I'm from? I'm from London. You know, for most of my life, I couldn't even say there was anything strange about it, either. I was just working to get my medical degree, and that was it, really. My family's a bit mad, but I love them to death. Mum, Dad, Tish..."

She trails off, feeling for a moment like she's forgetting something. She frowns, shrugs, and keeps going.

"But then that all changed, when I met the Doctor. He's an alien, a Time Lord, and he's got this ship that can travel through time and space. I helped him out, and then he asked me to come along with him. To tell you the truth, I fancied him quite a bit--"

Martha cuts herself off then, looking truly horrified as she clenches her jaw. "... All right," she admits, "you may have a point."
selfrespecting: doctor (hiding)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-31 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the reaction Martha should have expected, really. It's how any normal person would respond when hearing something like that, but she's been in Wonderland for so long that she's used to people simply accepting the stranger facts of her life without even a double-take. Not Daryl, though -- it seems that he's still clinging to any bit of normalcy that he can. Martha can hardly blame him.

She pauses to face him, giving him a sympathetic look because she realizes it's a lot to take in. Especially considering that he's gone a few months without ever learning this about her. It's not that Martha goes out of her way to hide it, but it doesn't always come up, that's all.

"He doesn't look particularly like an alien. Actually, you'd think he was human if you just saw him walking down the street. He's got two hearts, though." Seeing how that's one of the first things Martha learned about him, she'd had a head start on accepting what the Doctor truly was -- and even then, it had been difficult.

"And... well, the Doctor spends most of his time traveling from place to place. He does fancy Earth -- and London specifically, so he visits it a lot, so that's how we happened to meet. He's usually running around trying to help people or repair tears in time, things like that," Martha explains. She hopes that Daryl actually believes her and doesn't write her off as being completely mental. This event seems to involve speaking the truth, so that should be proof enough, shouldn't it?
selfrespecting: (honest)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-31 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's right." Martha shifts around and leans against the wall, making certain that they're not too close to any of the mirrors in the hall. It's frustrating having to adapt to watching her back all the time, now that they've returned to this side. "I don't travel with him anymore, but I was with him for quite some time. Saw a lot of things... went through quite a bit."

At least she isn't going so far as to toss out every single detail about her time with the Doctor because of this event. If that happened, then they would be here all day.

She's surprised to hear that Daryl hasn't seen much of the world, though. He seems very handy and reliable, so she'd thought he would have been well-traveled. Then again, his manner and the things he specializes in had made her fairly certain he was from somewhere in the South...

"What was your life like, before you came here? You seem very resourceful, so I thought... I don't know, that you'd been through a lot, I suppose."
selfrespecting: (thinking it over)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-07-31 07:24 pm (UTC)(link)
It might help if Martha had a better idea of what sort of life Daryl comes from, but he doesn't exactly offer that. Instead, he jumps right into explaining the situation leading up to his arrival here, and it's a confusing set of information. Staying in a prison? Why? It didn't sound like he meant that he'd been locked up for committing a crime. And what's all this about a formula?

At the mention of a sibling, Martha has to fight not to let out a sigh. That's even more complicated, then. The fact that Daryl wasn't even able to get to the bottom of things before he came here must add to the frustration -- since as far as Martha knows, he doesn't have any friends from home to clear things up for him.

"So let me get this straight... you were staying in a prison with some other people and then a few of them were kidnapped, possibly by your brother? Why were you staying there? And what does a formula have to do with anything?" It certainly sounds important, if people would go to such lengths to find it, but Martha's struggling to piece together the out of context facts that Daryl's given.
selfrespecting: (end of days)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-08-01 12:01 am (UTC)(link)
Out of everything Martha might have expected, this? This isn't it. The more that Daryl speaks, the more horrified she looks. Granted, she's been in a world that was gripped by that kind of terror. She'd watched as the Master ordered for a tenth of the population to be murdered. But an illness, something that kills a person and then brings them back, like -- like zombies? That's something that should only exist in a film or a book.

The same could be said for plenty of what she goes through, and she knows that, but Daryl's living through the slow death of the world. Of Earth, supposedly. That's something that must end up being stopped in some way, right? Unless it's not the same Earth as the one that Martha comes from. She knows when and how her planet dies, and it's not like that.

His story gets worse and worse, but it shouldn't be a surprise that children were caught up in that mess too. Still, Martha's got her hand clapped over her mouth as she tries not to create mental images for the things that Daryl's describing.

No wonder he's so distant. He's got good reason to be, after what he's been through. Martha doesn't want to consider how many people Daryl's seen die and then come back, and he's -- he's had to kill them, hasn't he? That must be why he'd set up those traps during that event as well.

"I don't..." She pauses when she realizes her voice is quavering, and tries again. "I had no idea. I've been through some harrowing situations, but they always got fixed, in the end. The whole world's been at stake before, but we always... stopped it, you know?" Daryl doesn't get the luxury of an easy fix.

"Wonderland must seem like nothing compared to where you're from."
selfrespecting: (worn down)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-08-01 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Daryl's situation doesn't sound like the sort of thing that can get better. Not unless the doctors where he's from are able to find a cure for that illness, but it sounds so severe that Martha already gets the feeling that it won't be possible. Not that she wouldn't have tried, if she were in that position, but she can't deny that even hearing about it fills her with a hopelessness that makes her uncomfortable.

She doesn't blame Daryl for preferring this place, for wanting to bring his friends here so that they would be safe from being killed or turned into something monstrous. Most of the time, she can't fathom why someone wouldn't want to go home, but in this case, it's no surprise.

"Time shouldn't be passing while you're here. Not sure if that's good or bad, to be honest, but at least it means that you don't have to feel like you're letting them down." It does mean he'll be going back to the exact same mess whenever he leaves this place, though. But at least Wonderland grants him the time to plan.

Daryl's swearing makes it clear that he would rather not be speaking about this, and Martha isn't going to force him into that position. Because he's right -- Wonderland is all about warping their thoughts or making them do things they don't actually want to do, and she isn't going to feed into that.

"Anyway, we don't have to talk about this anymore," she adds. "I'm sorry I asked." She hadn't realized that can of worms she'd been opening.
selfrespecting: (contemplating)

IT'S COOL I hardly noticed.

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-08-02 08:41 pm (UTC)(link)
It can't be easy. Martha's even more relieved that she wasn't brought here in the middle of a crisis. It had been just after one had been resolved, but if she'd been pulled here just a little bit earlier, she would have been throwing a fit upon her arrival. It makes her wonder how Daryl had behaved when he'd first woken up here, but she's not about to ask that when he doesn't have the luxury of being able to filter his response.

He's right, of course. It's only a matter of time before she learns about the lives that the people she meets here have waiting for them back home. Some good, and some most definitively bad. Daryl just happens to fall squarely into the second category, and Martha feels for him.

At his final remark, Martha can't help laughing. "No, probably not. Though it is something different. I've had to save the Earth from a number of different things, but undead? Not one of them." Which probably isn't going to make him feel any better, but she hadn't been able to stop herself from speaking the words once she started talking.

"Anyway, maybe we should... quit while we're ahead? Or behind? Whatever it is?" Martha quirks a smile at Daryl. She doesn't mind being open like this, so long as there aren't too many awkward moments, but she can see that it bothers him. Maybe they're better off parting ways at this point.
selfrespecting: (sounds like a plan)

[personal profile] selfrespecting 2013-08-04 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The relief is so obvious that Martha almost wishes that she'd ended this earlier. Now that both of them know that they're completely unfiltered, she gets the feeling they'll both be whiling away the rest of the day in their rooms. That's Martha's plan, at least, and it sounds like Daryl's got something similar in mind.

She laughs at his parting comment. "Every day I feel a bit luckier that my Mirror isn't completely mental." Her room looks more or less exactly the same as when she left it, and so she's grateful for that. It's not as if she didn't pay the same courtesy to her Mirror's room, after all.

"I'll see you 'round, then," she tells him with a quick wave before she heads down the opposite direction toward her room.