disassembles: short hair, injured, help, leaning, steve (023)
James "Bucky" Barnes | The Winter Soldier ([personal profile] disassembles) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2015-08-29 01:16 am

start by pulling him out of the fire [open]

Who: Bucky Barnes and YOU
Where: All over Wonderland!
When: 08/28 - 09/02
Rating: R for violence?
Summary: Sometimes the nightmare starts when you wake up.
The Story:

08/28 - 08/29 he was supposed to be an angel but they took him from that light


For a long time, James has slept with weapons always nearby, but lately he worries about night terrors; he worries about hurting someone he cares about, half-awake. He's begun to keep anything sharp away from the bed, since that day Steve woke up half his usual size.

He thinks he's dreaming when Steve attacks him that morning, fingers tight around his throat. Even when the reality sets in later, all of his bruises darkening in daylight, he can't bring himself to believe it.

He gets Darcy to a safe room that no one else knows about, and spends much of the first day gathering information with her. He already has an idea of what's happened, and he tells a few people as much.

By the second day, it's no longer a question of someone else's memory gone awry. After he makes his announcement, he returns to the safe room. He can only hope that people see it and listen to him, but at least in some cases HYDRA won't have the advantage of confusion. He has some contacts now, too, and he organizes with them, trading information and strategy with the people who responded to him. He doesn't think about the people who didn't respond. He'll find them.

HYDRA may have created the Winter Soldier in their labs, but they don't know him anymore.


08/29 - 09/01 and turned him into something hungry


James is on the hunt.

He knows another brainwashed soldier like he knows his own reflection. He stays out of sight, but he follows them, taking note of rooms with weapons and equipment of all kinds. He circles back to them at night and during odd hours of the day, cornering those who might be wandering alone. There's no point in destroying the room when they can create more of them as easily as opening a door. He makes a mess of lab work, wipes hard drives, and carefully sabotages ammunition. For the most part however, it's the people he's concerned with.

When he sees an agent strapping someone to a chair, discretion dictates that he should disappear, that the danger of reinforcements emerging quickly is too great.

Leaving someone to be brainwashed, however, would be a failure.

Perhaps he drops the HYDRA agent with a shot to the shoulder, or perhaps he tries to sneak up behind them and hold his hand over their nose and mouth, choking them out. He tries to be quick, quiet, and non-lethal. His objective is to save people. Those who are brainwashed are victims too, he's been told.

There are more familiar faces in the crosshairs of his rifle, at the end of his knife. He pleads with them, always on the defensive. More often than not, it doesn't work.

He doesn't sleep. He can't. Luckily, he doesn't need very much of it anyway.


09/02 and onward something that forgets what his hands are for when they aren’t shaking


He sleeps for almost a full day when it's over - still in a safe room, far away from everyone. He doesn't really want to wake up, but he does anyway.

He's off-balance on his feet for the first hour, learning to compensate again for the wreckage where his arm used to be. He trims the hanging wires and twists off little bits of metal, then wraps the stub of his shoulder, mostly to keep it from catching on all of his clothes. He does a passable job with the rest of the bandages, and presses lightly at fractures to gauge how they're healing. It'll all be gone in no time anyway.

He pins his sleeve up before he gets dressed and turns his phone back on. He sends a message to anyone who hasn't sent him one already, and then goes through replying to everyone else.

Eventually, it's Dodger whining at him and tugging at his pant leg that gets him out of the safe room.

He goes home. He doesn't have anywhere else to be.

[ ooc: Feel free to tag in at any point during the event! These are mostly catch-all starters. I'll match prose/brackets. ]
seesthetruth: (Tension)

[personal profile] seesthetruth 2015-09-03 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
She wasn't surprised he didn't dodge the clipboard, but there was a distinct, if brief, hesitation when she watched those metal fingers snatch the blade out of the air. The movement itself had almost been too fast for her to register until after his hand stilled and her mind processed the visual information. She was light years out of her league. But that shouldn't matter. She was a tool for HYDRA. If she failed, she was useless as their weapon and deserved whatever end she met.

She reacted quickly when the blade was thrown again, drawing a combat knife, she turned and hit the first with the blade of the second, causing it to spin out of control away from the target and clatter to the ground. She knew she stood no chance of trying to catch it, but deflecting was an easier manoeuvre. The vibration of the two blades colliding left her hand numb, but she ignored it. Her attention was back on him as soon as the blade hit the ground. Then he spoke...

Confusion broke through layers of carefully constructed lies, because what he said... was true. How could it be true? She shook her head as if trying to rid the thought from it.

"That's... no. This is a trick." She hissed. Of anything he could have said, you know that they are made her focus briefly on her power and that truth jostled the dam holding back the buried lies. A dull ache started behind her eyes, causing her to squint as if the room was suddenly too bright.

"It doesn't matter. I am theirs to lie to. We are the only choice for peace and unity." She insisted mechanically. "Then don't fight me. Join the inevitable."
seesthetruth: (No.)

[personal profile] seesthetruth 2015-09-06 10:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Her gaze doesn't follow Bucky's gesture, but she does acknowledge it out of the corner of her eye, knowing just what he was indicating. She knew what it did and she knew she herself had been in one before. It was how they made her useful. The headache only grew stronger with every truth Bucky fed her. Her gaze settles on that metal arm, fascinated as the plates shifted with his motion. The tiniest part of her wanted to know more about it, but she quickly squashes that thought. She had no desires, no wants. She had no free will, that was true. She knew that. She belonged to HYDRA.

"I don't need free will or memories. I'm not meant to. I'm only meant to serve HYDRA. If you really did serve once, then why do you dare stand against them now? HYDRA is the only choice." She insists, steeling herself against the doubt, the fear. The images of green eyes and a gold diadem flash briefly in her mind and it frightens her. "How... are you doing this? How are you bypassing my power? Making your words feel like truth, when I know they're false. It's not true!"

Her movements are sloppy, hindered by her sudden burst of rage as she launches herself towards the soldier, flipping the knife in her palm so the blade pointed up, she feinted to her left (his right) at the last minute to keep herself away from that metal arm, and dropped to a crouch, trying to duck under whatever grapple might pursue her. If she manages to evade him, provided he actually does anything to stop her, she'll try to spin behind him and attempt to lodge the blade between the bottom two ribs in the right side of his ribcage.

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[OOC: Feel free to auto-stop her/grab her/block her anywhere in her movements. <3]
seesthetruth: (Startled!)

Nope, nope! It was beautiful!

[personal profile] seesthetruth 2015-09-14 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
She was stunned alright. When the hand closed around her throat, for the first time, she reacted normally. She flinches and immediately tries to gasp. Her hands were moving to his wrist when he caught the one armed with the blade. Her other hand closed around his wrist, but the grip was steely. She curls her fingers into the inside of his wrist, trying to hit that pressure point, the Heart Point, that hinders gripping and grasping. She may not have enough strength to succeed, however. As a last ditch measure, she also brings a knee up, trying to knee him in the stomach or groin. She was desperate.

His words reached something in her that would file them away for later. For what it was worth, his apology seemed to be genuine. Not that that would mean anything to the HYDRA agent, but it would mean something to Verity when she was back in her own head.
seesthetruth: (Tension)

[personal profile] seesthetruth 2015-09-18 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
Her lungs did burn and her panic was sharply increasing when she made absolutely no progress. Her struggling is sloppier the longer it persists as the edges of her vision grow fuzzy. Her coordination starts to fail her, her limbs growing heavier with each passing second. So when he tuns her wrist holding the blade, aiming to nick herself, he finds little resistance. She'd hiss if she had the ability as the blade leaves a shallow cut and her hand retracts from his wrist reflexively. Her eyes flutter closed, lids fighting to stay open and the blade falls from her grip, clattering to the floor. Her body goes lax as consciousness leaves her. She would be sporting a nice, hand-shaped bruise around her throat, but she would still be grateful for it.