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Commander Cullen Rutherford ([personal profile] morework) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2016-02-10 08:01 pm

Maker of the World, forgive them! [CLOSED]

Who: Cullen Rutherford ([personal profile] morework) & Anders ([personal profile] circlejerked)
Where: First floor, room 003
When: Wednesday, 02/10
Rating: PG-13 for mutual antagonising?
Summary: This floor is not big enough for two people with the same voice actor.
The Story:

Cullen steps into the plain room the way other men would step into a den of monstrous spiders. The first he found empty, but in truth he should not seek out any of them, at all. A thing which changes on a whim, and claims that it only follows their wishes? He should not be here. He should not be in here, but Maker, Maker, forgive him, he is bone tired.

Cullen steps forward, and watches his surroundings warily. He thinks he catches something like red lines by the mirror, but when he looks closely they are gone. Or perhaps never there, nothing but a reflection of his features, exhausted and ashen. Drained, but he tries not to think on it, that there is a sharp pain in his stomach where his strength ought to be. That his throat is dry, and that he wonders if meals are the only thing Wonderland gives freely.

Cullen sinks down on the bed. The room is plain and unchanged still. He would wonder how long it might stay that way, and what effort it would take to make it so. If such an effort would even be a victory at all, or merely a different desire which this place chooses to grant. He would wonder, but his eyes close before he can, and he drifts off to sleep.
circlejerked: (↯ where is the loved one's face?)

[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-03-13 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
He's not wrong about the past and he doubts he's wrong about the present, but he bites his tongue before saying it out loud. Sniping loses its effectiveness when you're at a disadvantage--and in this moment he's painfully aware Cullen knows more than he's letting on. An annoying disadvantage.

"Hm, it's a stretch to see you responsible for all of this, I'll give you that. Magic closets seem like a punishment for you, not devised by you. But I don't recall you asking for help so much as demanding it. I believe the word 'chaos' was used. Would it kill you to use a 'please'?"

It's possible Anders' fondness for hyperbole is working double time. Truth be told, Cullen had asked before whipping out the condescension, but Anders had been too surprised and wary at his sudden appearance to believe the request genuine. Reconsidering their exchange in light of the new information he's gained and thinking he could have... maybe... possibly... read the situation wrong is something he's not sure he has the intestinal fortitude for.

Just because he isn't the public enemy at the top of Cullen's to-do list now doesn't mean he wouldn't find a way to trip him up later. You can take the boy out of the Templar Order, but can you take the Templar Order out of the boy?
Edited 2016-03-13 03:56 (UTC)
circlejerked: (↯ it hath shined from long ago)

[personal profile] circlejerked 2016-03-18 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
What does that mean, 'had done enough to atone for'?

"I know what you pray for. Don't hold your breath," is the first unthinking retort out of his mouth. He's so used to being told to atone that it's second-nature to remind those praying for his salvation that he'll never be the subservient, slack-jawed doormat they want all mages to be. And Cullen, especially, is the fact of that exact way of thinking.

But before he can begin to wonder if there's more to it than that, Cullen makes a move toward him. Anders maneuvers out of the way with a questioning frown, but it's not, as it turns out, a move toward him so much as toward the door.

"You're leaving? Just that like?" Anders almost can't believe this is the anticlimactic result of finding Cullen in the mansion--it's not quite what he'd been expecting. Cullen seems... different. Subdued? No, maybe more like restrained. He doesn't seem inclined to rip the chord from the curtains and try to tie his hands together with him, and that's all Anders can ask for. Best not to look a gift horse in the mouth.

He still gives the retreating templar a strange look, though.