beforeblue: (Before Epsilon)
Agent Washington ([personal profile] beforeblue) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2016-07-22 02:53 am

Fragments | Open

Who: Agent Washington and You!
Where: The gym, the bar, the grounds
When: Post-event
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Wash is not coping well after encountering Epsilon
The Story:


The Gym/Training Rooms
[If Wash was dedicated about training before, he's bordering on obsessive now. He heads into the training rooms and fiddles with the equipment until he's got a setting that presents a suitable challenge. He has to keep going. It keeps him occupied. Keeps him from thinking too much so he can almost drown out the parts of his mind he doesn't want to acknowledge.

By later in the day though, it's obvious that he's struggling. Slowing down, missing hits that he should have been capable of, taking hits that he should have been able to dodge. Weeks of barely sleeping, of pushing himself to the limit, finally catching up.]



The Bar
[There is a sullen determination to his visits to the bar. He is a man with a purpose when he heads in, and the only reason he's drinking there instead of in his room is because it feels slightly less wrong. Plausible deniability, right?]


The grounds
[His morning runs are the most relaxing time, a routine he sticks to unflaggingly. Helps him to blow off the last remnants of whatever nightmare he'd had. He feels almost normal. He stretches outside the mansion, standing on the steps and watching the morning sun spread across the land. He stands there for a few minutes, letting the sun warm him before he heads out for his run.]
howkickassiam: (Talk it out)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-10 11:59 pm (UTC)(link)
[ York catches that look and laughs. He's usually the one making those types of jokes with Wash. At least he knows Wash isn't too far gone now. ]

Probably not like that. No offense or anything, you're just not my type.
howkickassiam: (Scouting it out)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-11 12:38 am (UTC)(link)
Everybody? That's a pretty big dating pool. I wouldn't want those kinds of odds, myself.
howkickassiam: (Run for cover)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-11 12:53 am (UTC)(link)
Better chance of ending up with some kind of stalker focusing on you, too.
howkickassiam: (Listening)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-11 05:11 pm (UTC)(link)
[ York tilts his head a little, watching Wash eat. ]

I'd get into the mechanics of dating, but I feel like you're trying to distract me from the real issue with that stuff.

[ Because right now Wash isn't really in a place where he should be thinking about dating. ]
howkickassiam: (Listening)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ York shakes his head subtly. ]

I just said that's not what I'm interested in talking about.
howkickassiam: (Listening)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 04:39 pm (UTC)(link)
[ York starts to speak, then stops himself and sighs. ]

Like I said, you can tell me as much or as little as you want. I'm not going to pressure you into talking if you don't want to say anything specific. Just don't deflect like I don't know that's what you're doing, okay.
howkickassiam: (Listening)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ York doesn't bother to correct him on the time of day thing—if he's that out of it, it's natural for him to believe York's choice of meal had something to do with what hour it is. ]

I could...kind of tell. Does that mean you were remembering things about me from the past?
howkickassiam: (Watching over)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Epsilon's memories, then? Did you think I was someone else when you saw me?
howkickassiam: (Puzzling this out)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 11:30 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, I see.

[ Sort of, anyway. He never reached a point where he thought Delta's experiences were his own, but Delta didn't consist of memory. ]

Did it help when I touched you?
howkickassiam: (Let's think this through)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-12 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Good. I kind of followed my instincts on that one.
howkickassiam: (Watching over)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-08-13 01:52 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah. You looked super distracted.

[ York frowns at him lightly. ]

Okay, this is just a layman's advice, but when you feel like that, maybe just go lay your hands on something and feel the texture of it to ground yourself. You know? Like if it's bumpy or ridged or something. Does that make sense?
howkickassiam: (Downcast)

[personal profile] howkickassiam 2016-09-14 05:46 am (UTC)(link)
No. Not like that. With D it was numbers. Probabilities. Calculations. Statistics. If I went back to college now I wouldn't have to take a statistics course, that's for sure. He taught me all the methods they use to figure shit out.

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