All Bonnie had wanted was to find Elena. To protect her.

The door slams shut behind Damon, and she's left alone with nowhere to direct the anger anymore. Her thoughts turn to the journal Elena had gotten her when they first got here. Then they turn to the grimoires she'd foolishly scooped up at the price of memories she can't count.

Bonnie's been making terrible calls long before Damon Salvatore joined them in Wonderland. Before the future came calling one by one. Before she'd arrived here at all, Bonnie had attempted to assume control of decisions far bigger than she is.

She'd told Damon that her choices weren't his; funny, how she doesn't seem to have a problem letting him bear their ugly weight.