It may very well be the worst thing that's ever happened to you! | OPEN MINGLE

[vitaelamorte]

Who: EVERYONE!
Where: EVERYWHERE!
When: Friday October 27th - Tuesday October 31st
Rating: PG-13, warn if you're gonna go higher!
Summary: A catch all for the Horrible Memory Truth Event!
The Story:

For the duration of this event, everyone's entire room will be replaced with a memory playing on loop. They will likely recognize the moment as soon as they see it – it is a moment they remember as the worst moment of their entire lives. It could be a memory from home or something that happened in Wonderland. Lengths of the memories will vary, but they will find that these are not memories they can merely watch – they can step into these memories and attempt to make changes to them, and the memories will be long enough that they have time to make changes (though no more than 24 hours). However, anyone who tries will find that it is futile. No matter what you do or how hard you try, the outcome is always exactly the same somehow. No changes you make will prevent that horrible outcome. It just happens over and over and over again no matter what you do.

On top of that, perhaps complicating any attempts to make changes, everyone will be forced to be honest for the duration of the event. No lies or half-truths are allowed, and filters will be gone for the entire five days. If something bothers someone then they will blurt it out, regardless of whether or not it hurts someone's feelings, and no one will be able to simply keep quiet when they have something to say. They must be truthful and honest with every word they say.

This is a catch-all log for all of your Worst Memory needs! Please mark your threads clearly in the subject line with your character's name and Room Number + Floor for character rooms, or just location if you're making a top level for a public place in the mansion (like the tea rooms or the kitchen) so people can see if there's already a thread available. And here's the plot post if you need it!

Have fun!

Comments

[moraloutrage]

[Ishimaru frets in response as he approaches her.]

Ah... What do you mean? Tsumiki-kun, the last thing I want to do is to question a decision that you have made! But... I sincerely feel that this should be the best option! Let's leace this unpleasantness behind us, shall we?

[naughty_nurse]

[Mikan backs up! And she's compelled to tell the truth...]

I'm afraid if I leave the door alone someone will come inside and see something horrible!

[moraloutrage]

From - from your memories?! But, there are solutions, Tsumiki-kun! What if we find a way to lock your door?!

[naughty_nurse]

No! No, there is no "we"! You cannot go near my door! If you get near my door you'll hear it then see it and then you'll leave me!

[moraloutrage]

What do you mean? I would never abandon you, Tsumiki-kun!

[naughty_nurse]

Yes you would! If you saw me like that, you'd never want to me be near me! Please don't go near my door, don't even look in its direction!

[moraloutrage]

Tsumiki-kun...! I fully intend to respect your wishes. But I cannot imagine you doing anything that drive me away from you like that! You sound so stressed... A camping trip should do you good!! Trust me, it will be beneficial!

[naughty_nurse]

I can't leave my door, I can't, I can't!

[She keeps backing up in order to return to her door, hands on her head.]

I'll never stop thinking about, I'll never stop worrying... it's like.. divine punishment!

[moraloutrage]

D-divine punishment? What could have possibly been so bad...

[But that thought dies as a possibility comes to him, one that instantly fills his heart with pain.]

Tsumiki-kun! Don't tell me... Don't tell me that you did it! [Tears start flowing down his cheeks, and he steps closer to her, while his voice becomes whinier as he cries.]

Did... Did you?! Did you really kill someone, just like Oowada-kun?!

[naughty_nurse]

No! No, I swear I didn't kill anybody!

[That was a nice painful reminder about Mondo, thanks dude.]

But I... please don't make me say it! Please stop asking about it!

[Because if he asks, she knows at this point she has to say it.]

[moraloutrage]

[Even Ishimaru winced at the reminder of Mondo. He didn't want to bring that up any more than she did - but he can't help it. More of the truth than he wants to say just keeps on coming out!

But he blinks in response to her response.]

You... you did not? You did not kill anyone? It is relieving to hear that, Tsumiki-kun! Very much so! Then... you should not have anything to worry about! It is alright!

[naughty_nurse]

No, it isn't! I almost beat my friends to death!

[With that, her hands fly to her mouth, horrified. She had fought it as best she could, but it hadn't been enough.]

[moraloutrage]

....What?

[He just stares blankly, eyes widening in horrified concern.]

[naughty_nurse]

[She cries out, hands to her face.]

Why did you have to ask?! Why couldn't you leave things alone?! I didn't want you to know - I didn't want any of my precious schoolmates to learn about that awful side of me!

[moraloutrage]

[He whimpers as tears gather in his eyes.]

I - I did not wish to ask! But... I wanted to know for sure what you could have done that was so horrible, Tsumiki-kun! Still, I... I cannot believe it. I refuse to believe it! You cannot have an awful side to you, I just know it!

[naughty_nurse]

But I do! And Wonderland brought it out!

[She puts her face in her hands, continuing to cry as she speaks.]

There... there was an event, where our emotions were strengthened, made bigger... And I felt so useless, felt that no one needed me... So... So I tricked people into coming to the clinic... So I could hurt them...

[moraloutrage]

[He shakes his head, silent for a moment, before he cries back at her.]

That- that sounds horrible! [He cannot help but be truthfully blunt about that much. But there's other things for him to truthfully say.]

But... That's not your fault! It was Wonderland, and its event! That is what made you act so badly! You cannot blame yourself, Tsumiki-kun!!

[naughty_nurse]

But Wonderland didn't just make it up! It came from within me!

... No matter how hard I deny it, that ugly part of me is inside my heart... and it could come out again. Wonderland knows how to draw out the worst parts of us... and that part of me will hurt you, and Sayaka, and Mondo, and all our friends and schoolmates...

... And even though I know I could hurt you, I still want you all by my side... I'm the worst!

[moraloutrage]

You are not the worst!! Tsumiki-kun... I cannot believe that!

All of us have something within us that can be dangerous if it goes out of human control. That is just human nature!! If the only time it comes out is when Wonderland forces it out, then that is not your fault at all! We... we are all on the same level, Tsumiki-kun!!

[naughty_nurse]

[She stops, momentarily startled.]

You... even with all the awful things I said, you think we're the same?

[moraloutrage]

That is correct! Even in me, there could be something horrible that Wonderland could make me do! Such, as perhaps I would make people follow school regulations through force! But when Wonderland is not controlling us... We control ourselves! And what I've seen of the Tsumiki-kun who is controlling herself has only been kindness and a strong caring nature! You've been working hard and trying to be better than what that event made you, haven't you?!

[He steps closer, looking her right in the eyes, even as his own eyes are shedding tears.]

When I think of all that... I cannot help but continue to trust you!

[naughty_nurse]

[She finds it hard to imagine Ishimaru could have a horrible side to him... but this is Wonderland, where the impossible becomes possible.]

Ishimaru...

[She swallows, and rubs her face, trying to stop her own tears.]

I... I don't feel I deserve that trust... but... I'm extremely grateful for it! I really am! You really are amazing...

[moraloutrage]

Thank you, Tsumiki-kun! Your words are very kind! But even with what you've said, I do not truly feel amazing! At Hope's Peak, no matter how hard I tried, I could not prevent murders from occurring!

[naughty_nurse]

[She looks down.]

... I don't think anyone could prevent them... I saw two murders myself...

... The Killing Game, and Wonderland... th-they're almost alike. We're put into such extreme circumstances, that... that certain things, while not forgivable... are understandable.

[moraloutrage]

If I tried harder, I could have! I know that I could have stopped Oowada-kun...! [He balls up his fist and then looks down.]

...I apologize for that outburst. A-and I am sorry that you have had to witness two murders yourself!

I suppose that... they do have their similarities. At the very least... We can understand each other, and do our best to move on! You already understand your own flaw, Tsumiki-kun. That can only make you stronger!