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entrancelogs2018-04-03 12:11 pm
ofletters) wrote in entrancelogs2018-04-03 12:11 pm
( open ) could make me be true, could make me feel blue
Who: Sam Winchester and YOU
Where: Various
When: 4/1
Rating: PG/PG-13, maybe, for language
Summary: When your closest friend disappears, when you'll never see them again, it gets hard.
The Story:
fifth floor, 013
[ The door to his tiny room is ajar, because - who cares? After Dan's message, Sam had been absolutely unsure of what to do with himself. Evie, gone. His closest confidante, out of Wonderland for good, after all her - what, seven? - years of being here. He thinks of his upcoming "anniversary" and feels seized with panic, with painful awareness of everyone that he's lost over time.
Dizziness briefly overtakes him. He sits on the edge of the bed.
Sam spends a long time just staring blearily at the wall opposite, where (if you can find it amid the mess), there's a fist-sized hole from not long earlier. ]
the library
[ Sam is completely absorbed. He doesn't look any less exhausted or generally awful, but he's standing near the stacks with a letter in his hands, one that he will stow away should anyway speak to him. In the meantime, though, the younger Winchester spends a good amount of time doing this before he lifts his gaze, stares, unseeing, at the shelves in front of him, and then sits himself down at his usual table within the library.
You're not really supposed to talk in libraries, and he doesn't seem up for much conversation, but maybe you could get a word or two out of him. ]
the bar
[ He shouldn't be working, probably, because he's far from social and is liable to mix up the orders. All the same, Sam is standing behind the bar, expression haggard, and rubbing absentmindedly at a glass like an animatronic in a theme park show. Sometimes, he'll break from this action to make himself a drink, though that does little to nothing to improve his mood or appearance.
Shocker. ]
Where: Various
When: 4/1
Rating: PG/PG-13, maybe, for language
Summary: When your closest friend disappears, when you'll never see them again, it gets hard.
The Story:
fifth floor, 013
[ The door to his tiny room is ajar, because - who cares? After Dan's message, Sam had been absolutely unsure of what to do with himself. Evie, gone. His closest confidante, out of Wonderland for good, after all her - what, seven? - years of being here. He thinks of his upcoming "anniversary" and feels seized with panic, with painful awareness of everyone that he's lost over time.
Dizziness briefly overtakes him. He sits on the edge of the bed.
Sam spends a long time just staring blearily at the wall opposite, where (if you can find it amid the mess), there's a fist-sized hole from not long earlier. ]
the library
[ Sam is completely absorbed. He doesn't look any less exhausted or generally awful, but he's standing near the stacks with a letter in his hands, one that he will stow away should anyway speak to him. In the meantime, though, the younger Winchester spends a good amount of time doing this before he lifts his gaze, stares, unseeing, at the shelves in front of him, and then sits himself down at his usual table within the library.
You're not really supposed to talk in libraries, and he doesn't seem up for much conversation, but maybe you could get a word or two out of him. ]
the bar
[ He shouldn't be working, probably, because he's far from social and is liable to mix up the orders. All the same, Sam is standing behind the bar, expression haggard, and rubbing absentmindedly at a glass like an animatronic in a theme park show. Sometimes, he'll break from this action to make himself a drink, though that does little to nothing to improve his mood or appearance.
Shocker. ]
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Think we're all guilty of that. You're here for long enough, and... it starts to feel like it could be home. Maybe.
[ Then, people die. People leave. And the illusion is soundly shattered. ]
Worse thing is, there's not much we can do about it. [ Except complain. ]
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[She goes quiet for a moment. The truth is the war doesn't bother her that much. She's seen a lot of crap in the last few years and she's optimistic it'll turn out okay for them. However...]
I'm mostly worried about Alice.
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[ Don't be afraid of 16, Mabel. You have so much ahead of you!! ]
... I know what you mean. [ He doesn't tell her - and hasn't told anyone - that Alice is a little safer, now, with the Duchess watching over her and with an angel blade at her disposal. He hopes. ] But she knows she's got us, and we'll protect her.
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[ Actually, Sam isn't 100% convinced of that, because you can never be too sure, in Wonderland... but, he's been helping to protect her despite that uncertainty. ]
You're definitely not the only one.
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[There's an uncomfortable pause as she looks around the library, feeling like the elephant in the room has to be addressed further, one way or another.]
And I'm sorry about Evie.
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What she says next sends his stomach plummeting, as if he'd missed a step going down. Sam swallows with difficulty, trying very hard to look as if this hadn't somehow come as a surprise. ]
... We're all gonna miss her. [ He finally replies, quietly. ] She held this place together.
[ She meant so much to so many people, and now she's just... gone. ]