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Dipper Pines ([personal profile] krmvgivv) wrote in [community profile] entrancelogs2016-04-04 04:17 pm

open } i've been better with the things i've said when i took the lead instead of being led

Who: Dipper Pines and anyone who likes lurking in caves like a creeper
Where: the caves
When: 4/4 shortly after the event
Rating: PG-13ish probably
Summary: Dipper has been here for a year. He is not taking it extremely well.
The Story:

When Dipper wakes up with his emotions back on, he has to shut his eyes and swallow hard to keep them all from overwhelming him. He doesn't want to cry. He doesn't want Mabel to see him cry because while he knows she'd understand, he doesn't want her to have to carry that weight.

It's been a year.

It had been so easy not to care. The event had been so well timed, he'd barely had a flicker of panic before he shut his emotions off entirely and suddenly it didn't matter so much. But now no matter how hard he tries, the emotions are still there, threatening to overwhelm him. A year. And he's no closer to solving the mysteries of Wonderland than he was when he started. A year and three months since he's seen his parents, whose names he can't even remember thanks to this place.

It takes him a moment, but once he has himself under control again he wipes his face on his pillow and sits up, muttering some excuse to Mabel as he walks out of the room. He makes his way to the caves as fast as he can. It's where he always goes to be alone with his thoughts, and right now... he really wants to be alone with his thoughts. He finds a rock and sits down, pulling out a notebook. He turns on his flashlight and flips to the first page.

July April 1, 2012(?)

I've found myself in a strange world that I don't think even the author's visited. Or if he has, he didn't write about it in his journal. That means it's up to me to record everything I see and chronicle the mysteries of this place! Everyone says we're stuck here forever, but also that people go home sometimes, so I'm not worrying too much.

From what I've gathered, this place is Wonderland, like in the book. It's a pocket dimension, and time works differently out in the real world, so it's unclear if anyone will even notice I'm gone. More summer vacation for me, right?

I have a lot more reading to do. Evelyn, the librarian, has so many notes! But, of course, I'll be transcribing some of my own in here. This place might be even weirder than Gravity Falls!


More summer vacation. Dipper even misses going to school now. He shuts the book and throws it against the wall of the cave, curling his arms around his legs and leaning his head on his knees. He was supposed to have found a way out by now. He was supposed to be nearing 14, not still stuck at 12. He wasn't supposed to have died twice and somehow befriended a psycho killer who might make it three times any day now. It wasn't supposed to be this hard.

"Get it together, Dipper," he mutters to himself, squeezing his eyes tightly. "You can't hide in here all day." And it's not all bad here! He's got all his family, and the mysteries of this place still fascinate him, and there are friends he'd never have met if he hadn't shown up here. Non-psycho killer friends.

Tomorrow, he knows all those things will matter and he'll be able to face live again. Keep on going. Keep on being totally capable of handling this. Like a mature teen, not some little kid. But he's been fighting it and fighting it and just for today, he can't keep control anymore.

Maybe he'll just stay here for a little longer.
littledhampir: ♫ Where, oh where, have the smart people gone? (Anyone else think this is stupid?)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-19 05:50 pm (UTC)(link)
And of all the really cool stuff that Dipper just said his sister did? She of course zeros in on; "She knits?!" Nose wrinkling. "I thought that was like... an old person thing." Which is the kind of opinion you form when you've lived a ridiculously sheltered life with the likes of the Moroi.

Nobody has ever accused Rose of being in touch with reality.

"I'm good at hitting people..." Rose leaning against the wall of the cave. "At least people let you do what you're good at here."
littledhampir: ♫ I know you've got the mental age of ten. (That was the dumbest thing I ever heard.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-22 04:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Rose actually... looks somewhat impressed by that too. Okay caught between that and bewildered but still. She's having a good day when she can make her bed every day. Making a sweater from scratch?

"Why doesn't she just... get a ready made one out of the magical closets?" Because a lot of people aren't like you Rose, that's why.

"I'm pretty sure nobody would want me hoping for more events though."
littledhampir: ♫ Look into my eyes, it's where my demons hide. (The eyes show the hurt.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-25 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
Just for that, Rose is going to try and ask the closet for a hand made sweater. Never mind that in doing so... she's completely missing the point but I don't know what you're really expecting from somebody like Rose.

"Are there usually things to fight when it happens?" For once, actually interested in what goes on around here.
littledhampir: ♫ Enough is enough a line in the sand (Not sure I want to hear this.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-26 03:22 am (UTC)(link)
"Like what?" Yeah you'd think by now she would have done some asking wouldn't you. "Ever seen any pale, creepy guys with red eyes, an aversion to sunlight and a love of blood?"
littledhampir: ♫ Take me to that other place (So how does that work?)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-29 03:42 am (UTC)(link)
Rose raises her eyebrows, pushing back from the wall. "There's a Moroi here and you work for them?" Because clearly if there's a Vampire who doesn't have red eyes and hasn't tried to snack on Dipper, he must be Moroi.

"They're like, good Vampires. Still have the blood diet but they don't kill or take blood by force or anything."
littledhampir: ♫ Look into my eyes, it's where my demons hide. (The eyes show the hurt.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-05-31 09:14 am (UTC)(link)
"What?!" Rose's face twisted with incredulity. "Yeah... either somebody is messing with you or this boss of yours is straight up weird." As if the soul is metaphorical.
littledhampir: ♫ What kind of fuckery is this? (Yeah I m side-eyeing you okay.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-02 10:20 am (UTC)(link)
The unfortunate thing about Rose is that she holds to some things as absolute truths and even when faced with overwhelming evidence to the contrary? She's stubborn enough to insist it's crap.

"But... Vampires are Vampires. You have the good kind and the not so good kind. The good ones are born and the bad ones will kill you without blinking an eye. There is no in between."

Except... that there is.
littledhampir: ♫ What kind of fuckery is this? (Yeah I m side-eyeing you okay.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-06 08:51 pm (UTC)(link)
With a dramatic roll of your eyes. "That's because your sister probably reads crappy romance books made for people who don't know any different." Tone so dry. "F-Y-I. Real Vampires don't sparkle."
littledhampir: ♫ No need to get so uptight. (You re either insane or brilliant.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-08 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Well that's one way to derail her narrow-minded vampire train. "That's a terrifying thought..."

She regards Dipper for a quiet moment, head cocked to one side.

"You kinda just, roll with this place. don't you?" Better than she does at least. Though, that wouldn't be hard.
littledhampir: ♫ No need to get so uptight. (You re either insane or brilliant.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-11 01:07 pm (UTC)(link)
"Over a year." One day she'll stop repeating everything that other people say but then maybe, one day. Things about Wonderland will stop surprising her.

"Don't you... wanna go home?" Honestly she's wondering how the hell somebody as young as him can cope without having his family around. Though she supposes... "Your sister here, probably helps I'm guessing."

Not ignoring the weird factor but focusing more on the time, for now.
littledhampir: ♫ I knew when we collided you're the one I have decided (Watching you)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-11 05:29 pm (UTC)(link)
You didn't actually expect Rose to be perceptive enough to realize you were having a meltdown did you Dipper? Still, his words do seem to sway her, at the very least as far as his sister is concerned. She still... doesn't get the scrapbook thing but it's at least nice to know she's not delusional like some people.

"That's a lot of people from home..." And that's a definite note of envy in her voice.
littledhampir: ♫ They'll learn much more, than I'll ever know. (Yeah. See. Here s the thing.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-06-17 07:25 pm (UTC)(link)
She shakes her head. "It's probably better this way." Logically, she even thinks that's probably true. That doesn't mean she doesn't wish.

"Plus it's not like we can choose who comes here anyway. I'd probably get somebody I can't stand." She may, or may not be thinking about Jesse or Mia right now.
littledhampir: ♫ And all the things we said we were self-assured (Uncertainty at its best.)

[personal profile] littledhampir 2016-07-03 09:51 am (UTC)(link)
"It's quiet..." Answering without really thinking about what she was saying. The bond wasn't something she'd touched on with anyone here in Wonderland. Telling people she could hear voices made her sound crazy in her world. Here? Rose didn't want to see if they had straight-jackets.

"You get used to always having people around and then, this place." Smile a little tight as that moment of pure honesty gets covered with a plausible explanation. "At least half the people here don't suck."